truth about being in a relishing ship

when ever Ur with someone dating engaged or married you never wanna lose trust with that person it makes you feel so bad and feel like your dieing inside . never have friends they dont aprove of because its gonna hurt you and ur partener more the you even know. never cheat and never do something that might make them think you where cheating or you did something wrong .life is like a roller coaster.

feelinsg about family and work

when you work online people down you and tell you its not possible they try  and get you to stop working and get a regular job but most regular jobs don't pay good and you have to have a couple jobs to live  even when you live  with your parents you still wanna save money to move out on your own pay for your own stuff . i hate my grandmother paying for my stuff that's why sometimes i don't get new stuff she try to get me new things but i don't want her to because i don't fill responsible for my self I'm a 16 year old girl that loves working on the computer and hates people paying for me I'm starting to be okay with certain people buying me thing but i  still don't like it  when you have someone  in your family that takes care of 2 teenagers and then works only 1 job you would  know where it comes from im the oldest and sometimes fill like im to old to live at home but im not 18 so im not old enuf to move out on my own i hate relying on my grandmother for things and i know it sounds weird for someone my age to say this

4 th of july photos i tooken

 this was the first time in 3 years  the fair ground set fire works off i had fun taking pics of it 7-4-2011