30 weeks and engaged

ever since i found out i was pregnant iv been so happy but then scared the farther i get the closer it gets to the day i could hole her in my arms and watch her dad every doc appt we go to he lights up to her heart beat and tries not to cry i try not to and dont but i do when i get home. i feel ur kicks every day and ur hick ups are more stronger and every day i can feel u move ur fingers or rub ur hand and i can tell when ever u move ur foot it shows the print i can fell ur hole body when i rub my hand on my tummy and try and figure out what part it is and rub my hand on ur foot and then u jerk it back like u can feel it and it tickles ...i love you to death alessandra and cant wait to hold u in my arms and ur dad does to he will be there and cant wait for u to be here. me and ur father are waiting until he gets out of collage to get married but its all for the best .