1-4-2017

i never thought i would go into surgery and find out i was pregnant my due date my last miscarriage was 2 weeks ago and 5 days im scared to death. yet trying to hide it since if i'm scared then it might make me stress i can't have another loss. i have names picked out and know what i want for this baby i know its my last and that i want to do everything right. the nausea and vomiting will be all worth it. but inside im scared the 6th we see the doctor and find out how many and keep taking the med to make my  strong cant miss one pill or can start bleeding.