Tuesday, October 7, 2014

Being blamed

So i decied  to go on my old fb guess what i told my dad and step mom on it on 913 i was pregnant my mom found out the day before i was only 7 weeks at the time. So how is it my fault i didnt keep everykne updated until 25 well we almost lost our daughter 4 times and almosy lost  me durinv labor is how. Maybe i never did what my dad wanted but its my life and one thing they were wrong about is me and my fiancé  hes been a dad since i was pregnant he did evrything he could with us almost losing her maybe we had her sooner then you guys wanted but guess what if it wasnt for him and her i might  not be her having her has made me grow up ive been able to take care of her and give her evrything  she needs maybe im not rich.  Maybe i have ocd about things but for one thing i will never treat her the way that i was when visiting if someone wants to get to know me dont tell me how to raise her. I will never be like u guys.i never graduated she is so smart yes she might have some  health  probelms but im doing my  best. And i just love how since i was out there rhe onky text i got with my old phone was when you coming down and i blocked me from fb and lied saying u didnt. I found u on ny fiance account is how i know if h deactivated a account then it wont show. So how about do lie to me i havnt lied to u. I did something  i regret and thats because u guys told me irs not healthu it was bull shit i did reasearch and found out even seen specialist  so  i dont give a crap what you think. I would  rather only have something to do with my dad is all abd step sisters and brother but u probably wont allow that. 

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